Welcome to the party

Yes, a party. A pitty party. All for me. :) Christopher just left for the weekend. He and his brother, John, are going to Las Vegas to celebrate John's 21st birthday. Also as a brotherly bachelor party thing since John's getting married in just a couple of weeks. I think it's great that they do things like that together. The only problem is that it leaves me here all alone. No, I'm not afraid to be alone, and I'm not scared of the dark, or that somebody's going to break into my house (we'd have to lock the door for that to happen.. and we live at Hume... enough said). It's just that I'm selfish and spoiled. Plain and simple, I hate being away from him. I hate sleeping by myself. And to be quite honest, I just don't like anybody as much as I like him. ( no offense to those of you that I'll end up hanging out with.. I like you too... just in a much different way.)

I'm not actually sad, just a little bummed. I think it's funny that I get bummed when I wont see him for a few days. But I think that has a lot to do with living at Hume where the longest I go without seeing him is about 5 hours. When we're working, we still have lunch together every day. I get to see him so much more than most women see their husbands. I realize I'm lucky that way, but it's also to my own detriment. I get used to having him with me all the time and when he's gone I'm sad. It's pathetic, really.

On the plus side, I have a list of things that I'm going to do in order to take advantage of the time I have to myself. There are some things that I've been wanting to do for the last few weeks but haven't gotten around to. So, this weekend will be productive. I'm going to go take some pictures. Of what, I'm not really sure yet. I'm also going to better organize my pictures that I've uploaded recently. They're a mess on my computer right now. I'm also going to spend some time with Haley and that's wonderful because I love that girl so much! She's such a blessing to me. Oh, and lets not forget all the sleep I'll be enjoying. :)